Level Up

On my way home from M at 2 am , wasted and gay, I realized my brain was in slo-mo and that I left my Swarovski namecard holder, which holds my cab fare. Numbed with wine and conversation, I laugh at myself for losing something again. I've been known to lose major stuff-diamond earrings, a brand new celphone, a scarf- when my mind is distracted. This is it, no big drama here as I rummage through my Lulu purse looking for cash, where I find a thousand bucks. Cielo calls to tell me she has my namecard holder and I tell her to keep it for the mean time. I've learned to cope; this is life. One learns to deal with the cards that are laid in our hands.