It's April

I felt alone in my own home so I decided to pack my stuff and camp at my mama's. It is safe there. I go overboard and brought home some goodies-crab and squid balls would be good with broth (i still feel sick and i have wheezing cough at night, keeping me awake) and lots of movies to watch. I try to control my thinking. It's a battle of wits as one tries to control the second mind, the mind that wants to take over and reduce me to shreds. I try each day and i can only cling to the Lord. Although I have friends and family, I must rely on myself and no one else to pull through this.